To Feel or Not To Feel

The Desire To 

Today can’t be the same as yesterday. We see differently today and yesterday wasn’t the same. For every thought we have, for every smile we make, for every laugh we share. There will always be different things we see. Our will as human beings is to see what the world has to offer. But we may have forgotten to FEEL.

Feel the day, feel the sun on our face and feel the air giving us life. We all desire our lives to feel better, to feel warm and comfortable. Yet, we complain about little things that can be changed or seem insignificant later.

I sometimes have the problem of wanting things straight away and feel them, rather than wait for truer feelings. These will make us even happier rather than feel happy for a short time. We tend to want a lot but yet forget to really feeel , so the desire is not for feeling but needing. This is something to make us think about. Do we need a lot of things that we want? And have we forgotten to really feel everything and appreciate it…

Written by l.a.e.

Weekend Words


Maybe one day….

I don’t want to search and never find you, I just know that you are there. To find you it may take me a lifetime of heartaches, but the pain I may feel, maybe one day you can turn it into happy pain.

Until then, I am working on myself, learning more and more about me. If and when I meet you, maybe then I will find the other half of me.

No one can live without pain and happiness. We live and feel everything, but yet, not many people feel enough. Maybe one day, that woman I will have by my side will let me hug her, hold her to fall asleep, love her, care for her and support her.

Maybe I already know you…….. 🙈👀👍👌

Written by l.a.e.


Her heart seems to be filling with pain but still she smiles, because she knows that it’s easier than falling apart.

What she doesn’t realise, is that she is from a gender that fights, stands up for what they believe and never gives up.

Right now she just realised that she is that woman. The women with the fight of a warrior, that it’s main purpose it’s to overcome the pain she is going through to feel happiness and never look back again

– l.a.e.


Searching for..

It may be that you are searching different things in your life. Yet, most of us search for one simple element in this journey. An element called ‘happiness’ it may elude most of us but we still search and go through pain for it.

I believe everyone is happy but we have a lot of desires and wants. They drive our hunger to be happier.

BUT I sometimes think being happy with yourself and those around you..should be enough..right?

However, we are driven by our ‘desire’ to have more. Which I know hunts us all. I am trying to be more content with what I have and forget that I want more. The rest I know will come when I am ready.

So be happy with what you have and know what we deserve will come. Worn hard, aim high and be a positive influence in other people’s lives.

Written by l.a.e.

A Man’s Thoughts

Deep In Thought About Her… 

A man can’t sleep because maybe he is longing for a woman’s touch, a lady he has talked to through written words but yet never met, he would like to meet her one day, whether that day may come…we do not know. He just thinks she is wonderful but still doesn’t know if she’s a big weirdo hahaha maybe that’s why he can’t sleep…she could be the love of his life or the downer to his party …….all he wonders if she is truly worth waiting for.. 😀

Inspired by life experiences


Written by LAE

What If….

What if…..

Today she woke up with a little sadness in her heart. But still wanted to smile. Her light shines through because she is stronger than anything put in front of her. What if she was not like the rest, the one who will change your wall into rubble, the love she will show will change the meaning ….. But if she was like the others, she will not allow herself to feel happiness through past heart aches.

Written by l.a.e.